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Holy Sh T They Re Gone Navigating The F Cking Aftermath Of Loss Without The Bullsh T
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Author : Cassandra Crossno
language : en
Publisher: Cassandra Crossno
Release Date : 2025-03-10
Holy Sh T They Re Gone Navigating The F Cking Aftermath Of Loss Without The Bullsh T written by Cassandra Crossno and has been published by Cassandra Crossno this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2025-03-10 with Family & Relationships categories.
THE BOOK GRIEF DOESN’T WANT YOU TO READ –––––––––––––––––––––– So, they’re gone. And now, everything is fucked. Your entire fucking world just got obliterated. One second, they were here—your person, your anchor, your goddamn reason for breathing—and now, they’re just fucking gone. Reduced to memories, ashes, a gaping, screaming HOLE in the fabric of your goddamn existence. The world SHATTERS, doesn't it? One minute they’re breathing, laughing, living, and the next… NOTHING. Just a void that swallows everything whole, leaving you choking on the dust of what used to be. Everything you knew is a smoldering crater, a wasteland of what-ifs and never-agains. And the infuriating, soul-crushing reality? The goddamn sun STILL rises. Traffic STILL crawls. People STILL bitch about their lattes. The fucking AUDACITY of the world to keep turning when yours has stopped DEAD. Meanwhile, you’re drowning in this soul-crushing, brain-melting, rage-inducing hellscape called grief. People start talking, and 95% of what they say is the most tone-deaf, ignorant, rage-inducing, and straight-up offensive bullshit you'll ever hear in your life. “Oh, they’re in a better place.” Better place my ass. Their place was right the fuck here, with you. “Everything happens for a reason.” Say that again, and you might catch hands. –––––––––––––––––––––– Grief isn’t just sadness. It’s a goddamn onslaught. It’s a neurochemical shitstorm that hijacks your brain, making you forget your own address and put the remote in the fridge. It’s a physical assault that leaves you exhausted, nauseous, shaky—like you got hit by a truck and then dragged for miles. You expect the big days to hurt—birthdays, anniversaries, holidays. But it’s the tiny, everyday gut-punches that fuck you up the most. Looking at their side of the bed and feeling like the air just got knocked out of your lungs. Seeing their favorite coffee mug. Hearing their laugh in a goddamn dream. Yeah, those. And then there’s the pressure—to “move on,” to “find meaning,” to be some kind of goddamn poster child of grief instead of the broken, furious, drowning mess you actually are. Guess what? You don’t have to play by their rules. This is not a soft, hand-holding guide to healing. This is not a collection of gentle affirmations. This is not a “breathe deeply and let go” pile of spiritual bypassing. THIS IS A GODDAMN WAR MANUAL FOR THE SOUL UNDER SIEGE. A brass-knuckled, battle-scarred, no-holds-barred roadmap through the hellscape of grief. This book is going to rip grief open, lay it the fuck out, and force it to look you in the eye. It will not tell you to “move on.” It will not pat you on the head and tell you “it gets better.” It will tell you the brutal, ugly, completely unfair truth about what it means to keep breathing when the one person who made life worth living isn’t here anymore. –––––––––––––––––––––– WHAT’S INSIDE THIS LITERARY GRENADE? 🔥 THE TRUTH, THE WHOLE TRUTH, AND NOTHING BUT THE FUCKING TRUTH No sugarcoating. No silver linings. Just the unfiltered, gut-wrenching reality of loss—the moments when you actually get mad at your person for dying. The way grief makes you feel like a fucking burden. The guilt when you catch yourself laughing for the first time in weeks. The deep, bone-shaking loneliness that makes you feel like you’re screaming into a void. 🧠 A BATTLE PLAN FOR YOUR BRAIN Grief isn’t just an emotion. It’s a complete biological hijacking. Your brain is in full-scale fucking mutiny. It's chemically rewiring itself to handle trauma, which is why you can’t concentrate, why you forget what day it is, why food tastes like cardboard, why you feel like you’re losing your goddamn mind. Welcome to grief brain. It’s real. It’s brutal. And it’s a fucking menace. 🚫 A FIELD GUIDE TO IDIOTS & THEIR BULLSHIT People will say some of the stupidest shit you’ve ever heard in your life. From the toxic positivity crowd (“Just be grateful for the time you had!”) to the spiritual bypassers (“It was their time” / “The universe has a plan”), we’re calling out every category of grief-related dumbassery and giving you the arsenal you need to shut them the fuck up. ⚡ A RAGE ROOM IN BOOK FORM If you’re pissed off at the world, you’re not crazy. You’re grieving. And grief isn’t just crying into a pillow—it’s an all-out war against reality. You’re mad at fate, at the universe, at people who still have what you lost. And yes, you’re probably mad at your person, too. That’s normal. That’s grief. 💪 PERMISSION TO BE A BADASS Forget “moving on gracefully.” Here, you get the green light to flip off the world, throw things, scream into the void, and grieve however the hell you need to, whenever you need to, for as long as you need to. There is no deadline on your grief, and anyone who tells you otherwise can go to hell. ⚔️ NAVIGATING THE GRIEF MINEFIELD From surviving the first everything without them (first holiday, first birthday, first Tuesday that just feels fucking impossible) to shutting down clueless assholes who think they’re helping, this book arms you with the tools you need to exist in a world that suddenly doesn’t make a goddamn lick of sense. ❤️ A WHOLE LOT OF “I SEE YOU” Because in your darkest moments, you don’t need a grief expert. You need someone who knows what it’s like to watch their fucking world burn and remember all over again that they’re never coming back. Someone who’s still standing somehow. Someone who won’t tell you how to feel but will stand in the wreckage with you, middle fingers up, ready to take on grief like the soul-stealing motherfucker it is. –––––––––––––––––––––– WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEED THIS BOOK? If you've ever wanted to punch someone who said, "They're in a better place," THIS IS YOUR BIBLE. If you're drowning in platitudes and useless advice from people who haven't experienced the soul-crushing pain of loss, THIS IS YOUR LIFE RAFT. If you've fantasized about telling the universe to go fuck itself, THIS IS YOUR ANTHEM. If you're teetering on the edge of sanity and desperately searching for something, anything, to help you feel less alone, THIS IS YOUR COMPANION. If you're ready to rage, fight, claw your way back to the land of the living, one brutal, messy step at a time, THIS IS YOUR GODDAMN WEAPON. THIS ISN'T JUST A BOOK; IT'S A GODDAMN CALL TO ARMS. Here’s what they don’t tell you: you’re never going to be the same. Grief doesn’t go away. You don’t get over it. You learn to live with the absence. You learn to breathe again, step by step. You learn how to carry them forward with you—not in some cheesy “they’re watching over you” kind of way, but in the real, raw, everyday moments where their absence is a weight you learn to bear. –––––––––––––––––––––– SO, WHAT THE FUCK NOW? Now, we get to fucking work. Grief is a feral beast, and it will hunt you down. You can’t run from this pain. You can’t bury it, drink it away, fuck it away, work it away. The longer you fight it, the harder it fucking hits. The only way out is through. And this book? It’s coming with you. This isn’t some soft, hand-holding, “it gets better” bullshit. This is about dragging yourself through the fire, one brutal, ugly, soul-crushing step at a time, until you realize grief didn’t kill you, even though it sure as fuck tried. It’s about facing the cruelest reminders of their absence, from the mundane to the catastrophic, and learning how to survive these heart-punch moments without letting them pull you into an abyss. It’s about giving yourself credit for just existing—because sometimes, that’s the hardest fucking thing you’ll ever do. One day, you’ll wake up, and the first thing you feel won’t be pain. One day, you’ll laugh without feeling guilty about it. One day, you’ll realize that you are still fucking here. And that means you are not fucking done yet. There is a shitload of work ahead of you. We’re gonna torch some lies. Make a fucking mess. Get way too loud, then turn that mess into something raw, beautiful, and all yours. So, grab your weapon, steel your nerves, and prepare to fight for your goddamn life. Let’s begin.
I Love Jesus But I Want To Die
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Author : Sarah J. Robinson
language : en
Publisher: WaterBrook
Release Date : 2021-05-11
I Love Jesus But I Want To Die written by Sarah J. Robinson and has been published by WaterBrook this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2021-05-11 with Religion categories.
A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.
Holy Sh T They Re Gone
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Author : Cassandra Crossno
language : en
Publisher:
Release Date : 2025-03-14
Holy Sh T They Re Gone written by Cassandra Crossno and has been published by this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2025-03-14 with Family & Relationships categories.
So, life just fucking punched you in the face, huh? You didn't ask for this. You didn't want this. One minute you're living your damn life, thinking you had your shit together, and the next-BOOM-the person who mattered most is gone, and suddenly, you're staring down the barrel of a world that makes no fucking sense. Grief didn't knock on your door-it BLEW it off its fucking hinges, dragged you out kicking and screaming, set your whole goddamn world on fire, and pissed on the ashes for good measure. It's a damn FISTFIGHT with the universe. It will tear you apart in ways you didn't think were even possible. And when you think you've hit rock bottom, that sadistic bastard will hand you a shovel and say: "Keep digging, asshole." Your person is gone. Nothing-NOTHING-will ever be the same. And yet, the world has the audacity to expect you to carry on like your soul hasn't just been decimated. Everyone keeps saying the same goddamn shit: - "They're in a better place." - "Time heals all wounds." - "God doesn't give you more than you can handle." You're ready to grab them by the throat and scream: "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU KIDDING?" What you need is someone who gets it-a fellow survivor who knows exactly what it's like to scream into the void, break down in the grocery store, and somehow-some-fucking-how-keep moving forward. "Holy Sh*t, They're Gone" IS NOT your average grief book. It's not some unicorns-and-rainbows, blow-sunshine-up-your-ass, hug-it-out grief book. This is your call to arms. It's a survival guide for the broken, the pissed off, and the utterly wrecked who are DONE pretending to be "strong" for everyone else's comfort. No coddling. No sugarcoating. It's here to sit with you in the shit, pour you a stiff drink, and say: "Yeah, it's fucked. But you're still here. So, what are we going to do about it?" Packed with more profanity than a biker bar on payday, dark-as-hell humor, and the kind of truth most people won't even dare whisper, this is for the grieving badass who's done pretending everything's fine. It's not fine. It's hell. This isn't about "finding peace" or "letting go." It's about surviving the chaos, screaming when you need to, laughing when it's inappropriate, and fighting for your life-even when you don't know what the hell it's worth anymore. You've lost someone you can't live without. Now it's time to figure out how to live anyway. Strap in. It's going to hurt like hell-but you'll survive. Because you have to. You're still breathing, and as much as that feels like a goddamn betrayal, it means there's a path forward. They're gone. The world's never going to be the same. But you? You're still here. And you've got some fucking living to do. This book will be right there with you every messy, rage-filled, ugly step of the way. It's not going to fix you. But it might just save you. You ready? Good. Let's fucking go.
Let S Pretend This Never Happened
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Author : Jenny Lawson
language : en
Publisher: Penguin
Release Date : 2012-04-17
Let S Pretend This Never Happened written by Jenny Lawson and has been published by Penguin this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2012-04-17 with Biography & Autobiography categories.
The #1 New York Times bestselling (mostly true) memoir from the hilarious author of Furiously Happy. “Gaspingly funny and wonderfully inappropriate.”—O, The Oprah Magazine When Jenny Lawson was little, all she ever wanted was to fit in. That dream was cut short by her fantastically unbalanced father and a morbidly eccentric childhood. It did, however, open up an opportunity for Lawson to find the humor in the strange shame-spiral that is her life, and we are all the better for it. In the irreverent Let’s Pretend This Never Happened, Lawson’s long-suffering husband and sweet daughter help her uncover the surprising discovery that the most terribly human moments—the ones we want to pretend never happened—are the very same moments that make us the people we are today. For every intellectual misfit who thought they were the only ones to think the things that Lawson dares to say out loud, this is a poignant and hysterical look at the dark, disturbing, yet wonderful moments of our lives. Readers Guide Inside
Word Wise
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Author : Will Jelbert
language : en
Publisher: Hachette UK
Release Date : 2020-10-20
Word Wise written by Will Jelbert and has been published by Hachette UK this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2020-10-20 with Self-Help categories.
Supercharge your speech to get what you want out of every conversation with this fun and practical guide to verbal vividness. An eye-opening guide on how we talk and write to one another, Word Wise explores 400+ of the most common cases of word trash (filler words, hyperbole, and abstractions) and word power (verbs of action, ear candy, onomatopoeia). Examining social media, the language of Donald Trump, AI language research, and heard-on-the-street lingo, communication expert Will Jelbert offers simple and concrete recommendations for improving your own vernacular. With wit, practical applications, and a small dose of grammar, Word Wise will help you communicate more effectively at home, at work, and online.
Guant Namo Diary
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Author : Mohamedou Ould Slahi
language : en
Publisher: Canongate Books
Release Date : 2015-01-20
Guant Namo Diary written by Mohamedou Ould Slahi and has been published by Canongate Books this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2015-01-20 with Biography & Autobiography categories.
Now a major motion picture called The Mauritanian 'A vision of hell, beyond Orwell, beyond Kafka' JOHN LE CARRÉ The first and only diary written by a Guantánamo detainee during his imprisonment, now with previous censored material restored. Mohamedou Ould Slahi was imprisoned in Guantánamo Bay in 2002. There he suffered the worst of what the prison had to offer, including months of sensory deprivation, torture and sexual assault. In October 2016 he was released without charge. This is his extraordinary story.
The Lies Of Locke Lamora
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Author : Scott Lynch
language : en
Publisher: Spectra
Release Date : 2006-06-27
The Lies Of Locke Lamora written by Scott Lynch and has been published by Spectra this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2006-06-27 with Fiction categories.
The first book of the epic fantasy caper Gentleman Bastard Sequence about a roguish group of conmen, which George R. R. Martin says “captured me right on the first page and never let me go.” “If you haven’t read [The Lies of Locke Lamora], you should. If you have read it, you should probably read it again.”—Patrick Rothfuss An orphan’s life is harsh—and often short—in the mysterious island city of Camorr. But young Locke Lamora dodges relentless danger, becoming a thief under the tutelage of a gifted con artist. As leader of the band of light-fingered brothers known as the Gentlemen Bastards, Locke is soon infamous, fooling even the underworld’s most feared ruler. But in the shadows lurks someone still more ambitious and deadly. Faced with a bloody coup that threatens to destroy everyone and everything that holds meaning in his mercenary life, Locke vows to beat the enemy at his own brutal game—or die trying. Don’t miss any of Scott Lynch’s epic fantasy Gentleman Bastard Sequence: THE LIES OF LOCKE LAMORA • RED SEAS UNDER RED SKIES • THE REPUBLIC OF THIEVES
The Skin Above My Knee
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Author : Marcia Butler
language : en
Publisher: Hachette+ORM
Release Date : 2017-02-21
The Skin Above My Knee written by Marcia Butler and has been published by Hachette+ORM this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2017-02-21 with Biography & Autobiography categories.
The unflinching story of a professional oboist who finds order and beauty in music as her personal life threatens to destroy her. Music was everything for Marcia Butler. Growing up in an emotionally desolate home with an abusive father and a distant mother, she devoted herself to the discipline and rigor of the oboe, and quickly became a young prodigy on the rise in New York City's competitive music scene. But haunted by troubling childhood memories while balancing the challenges of a busy life as a working musician, Marcia succumbed to dangerous men, drugs and self-destruction. In her darkest moments, she asked the hardest question of all: Could music truly save her life? A memoir of startling honesty and subtle, profound beauty, The Skin Above My Knee is the story of a woman finding strength in her creative gifts and artistic destiny. Filled with vivid portraits of 1970's New York City, and fascinating insights into the intensity and precision necessary for a career in professional music, this is more than a narrative of a brilliant musician struggling to make it big in the big city. It is the story of a survivor. One of 2017's 35 over 35 One of the Washington Post's Top 10 Classical Music Moments of the Year
Have The Relationship You Want
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Author : Rori Gwynne
language : en
Publisher:
Release Date : 2006-11
Have The Relationship You Want written by Rori Gwynne and has been published by this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2006-11 with categories.
A step-by-step guide for women to tranforming your love life practically overnight.
Penpal
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Author : Dathan Auerbach
language : en
Publisher: 1000Vultures
Release Date : 2012-07
Penpal written by Dathan Auerbach and has been published by 1000Vultures this book supported file pdf, txt, epub, kindle and other format this book has been release on 2012-07 with Fiction categories.